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[Sep. 14th, 2005|06:45 pm]
bones beauty

ana_beauty2

[foodistheenemy]
sorry havnt been on
im sick..well i always am but u know..

well i cutyesterday after 3 weeks of constant crying and trying not to cut

i cried to the point where i threw up and had a nose bleed the other day

i did bulbs (nitrous oxide) on saturday with lunchbox and kieran and it was fun. i passed out twice. hahha ur not meant to pass out but because it takes away iron, and im already iron deficient, i fainted..haha it was fun.....


lia finally got in contact with me. i missed her. i love her so much. i was so worried.

school is so hard. im finding it hard to get back into the study rhythm. i have to get my head down but raving is so distracting. i cant wait till 12th nov when its all over and i can go outttttttt


i havnt lost weight..i only ate fruit and a piece of chocoalte cake today.. bad eating the cake but at least that was it.

i hate life.
i want to die.


kieran got his ps. woot! now i dont have to walk everywhere

i am seeing bunney and jacqui soon. i have to be skinny!!!!
i cant take being fat n emore :(
i hate myself. i want to cut away all the fat and slit my wrists till i cant bleed anymore.

i have a headache....
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From: bigfuckinlizard
2005-11-19 04:53 am (UTC)
Go eat a sandwich.
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From: axentric
2006-01-14 09:17 pm (UTC)
you want to lose and look good and not be sick try the raw food diet! Eat raw foods they make you lose I have done it! also greens make you go the bathroom a lot too!

eat RAW seeds and nuts they will help you fill you up and not bad fats that will make you gain! Also use fitday.com to help maintain calories and nutrition and also helps you calculate how to lose.

Not only that but raw foods will make you less depressed and more energetic!
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[User Picture]From: iwouldliketobe
2006-08-04 01:23 pm (UTC)
u rave?
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[User Picture]From: foodistheenemy
2006-08-04 11:36 pm (UTC)
yes
that post was very old though.
look at the date
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