||[Jul. 30th, 2005|01:26 pm]
so i have like no desire to binge or anything|
this is good
all i have eaten is 8 ricecakes and that is all i am eating today
so that is 176 calories
i am finally getting my act together.
school is getting under control cause im just studying now and so there is no more learning
i found a course i want to do at uni and i found that its something i CAN get into although it means im going to have to move there for 3 years....ill come back to sydney on the weekends to party though cuz sydney is my home and i love it.
i am finally just calming down and im getting everything under control. an di mean EVERYTHING. and especially EATING.
no more binging
stick to meal plans
and no more eating anyhting that isnt on my allowed foods list
will be skinny soon